Monday, June 27, 2016

God is a God of Miracles (1st Baptism! )

​Delicious Lithuanian ice cream and amazing companions.


​Delicious Lithuanian food
Hello Family and Friends!
I cannot even express my joy right now or describe this past week in sufficient description. I guess I will start with last Sunday. We had two Nigerian investigators attend church, so we went to the english sunday school class taught by Elder Nuttal, the senior couple. The lesson was on fasting and how he saw amazing miracles on his mission when his whole zone fasted to be able to reach their goal of baptism. They saw miracles happen, and afterwards my compaionship decided to have a special fast for Danas our investigator. We fasted the day of our lesson with him, which was on Tuesday. In that lesson we were able to talk about the atonement of Christ and what he means to each of us. The spirit was definitely there, and I know that God lead that lesson. I can give no credit to any of us. By the end of it, Danas strongly desired to be baptized. His baptismal date was the upcoming Saturday, but we weren't sure if he would be ready. He had felt the spirit so strongly in many lessons before and could easily point it out. He was just not willing to accept that they were answers from God. He had prayed and immediatley recognized the happy feeling that he had received because it was so strong, but wasn't sure if it was really God. We had promised him that he would be able to recognize his answer from God before his baptismal date, and I truly believed that. We met with him again on Wednesday before our activity night at the church, where we played crochet and badmitton with members, investigators, and less actives. On Friday he had his interview with President Harding and walked out with a huge smile on his face. He was ready to be baptized! We had a lesson about the priesthood, and Arunas was able to help us. He is a new convert in the church and was able to explain the power of the preisthood very well. Afterwards, we did a lot of preparation for the baptism. We had to be inside by 5 that night because of the summer solstice celebrations. When we asked Danas about what he did, he said well nothing of course. I stayed inside because I don't drink :) We made a lot of calls to members to invite them to the baptism. On Saturday many more miracles happened. We were able to clean and fill the font in time. The faucet wasn't working and wouldn't turn the water on.
​Cleaning the font - we need water!
But a church member helped to take it apart and force the water on in time to fill up the font. The baptism was scheduled for 4, but not too many people were there. However, by the time it started almost the entire chapel was full. So many people came to support Danas. Many went up to bear their testimonies of the gospel and welcome him into the church. The amazing miracle was Danas' own testimony at the end of the program. He stood up to say that he didn't know he would have to say anything but would tell the story of his life. He had been into narcotics and did not believe that God existed. But after learning about God and his gospel, he came to this understanding of its truthfullness. Two to three days prior to his baptism he said that he realized that God had truly answered his prayers so many times. He had been there all along filling him with His spirit and speaking to Him. He knew that God was there, and that this is His restored gospel on the earth. It was truly a miracle that God answered his prayers so many times and helped him to realize that just as had been promised. His simple but strong testimony showed me the mercy and love of God. He truly is our Father and loves each one of us. He truly hears and answers our prayers. His spirit testifies to our hearts the truthfullness of His gospel if we allow Him in. Conversion is truly a miracle of God and does not come from us. I know that I have done nothing in this process but am so thankful for the opportunity to observe Danas and his conversion to the Lord. On Sunday he was confirmed a member of the church. It was an amazing experience. It was all from God. His hand is in our lives everyday. True joy truly comes from the atonment of Christ through his restored gospel. God truly is a God of miracles today, just like He was in times of old. We just need to expect them, and they will come. Not always how we want, but they are there. We were also able to meet with Karolina, who is progressing so well. She has such strong commitment to serving the Lord and makes me want to be a better follower of Christ. We are excited to help her prepare for baptism as well.  I know that God lives and loves us. I love you all, have a great week.
Love Sese Dzerman

Monday, June 20, 2016

Crazy Awesome Week

My crazy cute compaionsion.
Hello Everyone!
Life here is super awesome. The summer has been so pretty from warm sunny days to beautiful summer storms. We have gotten a little rain and lightning, which is so fun because you don't see too much lightning here! On Tuseday we were able to go teach our investigator Karolina. She is the most amazing investigator. Right now she is in the hospital, so we got to go there to teach.It is a psychiaric hospital, so that was interesting to say the least, especially here in Lithuaina. She is feeling much better now that she is on medicine. She has the strongest testimony of the Jesus and the Book of mormon. It is so amazing. She faithfully reads and knows that God has restored his gospel on the earth today. She teaches us more than we teach her. After our lesson, we may have gotten locked in the meeting room. We were a bit worried there, but after a few minutes they let us out :) it was pretty awesome. On Wednesdaywe got to travel to Riga for Mission Leadership Counsel.
My MtC group!!! in Riga, Latvia with Elder Ballard
We talked about what we learned from the spirit when Elder Ballard visited. It is so exciting that we know that there will be more people to teach. I know that God is opening up and giving us more of His children so that they can receive the blessings of the gospel as well. The ultimate blessing of being sealed in teh temple to our families for time and all eternity. On Thursday we met with Danas who is progressing towards baptism. We hope that he will be ready soon! I know that by listening to the spirit we can know for ourselves that God speaks to us. He truly does answer our prayers, we just need to learn how to recognize them. That is still something we are trying to help Danas see. On Friday we were able to meet with Karolina again, and she is progressing so well. It is a testimony to me that I am nothing, but that the spirit is where conversion comes from. Through the spirit we come to know God and his plan for us. On Saturday we were able to meet with Ali who is from Pakistan I think. He has been an investigator for quite some time now, but is recommitted to read the Book of Mormon again because of the feelings. On Sunday we once again met with Karolina who is amazing. She is doing much better health wise and will return home from the hospital Thursday. We are so excitied to keep teaching her. We are also excited to continue working with Danas and hleping him see God's hand in His life. I know that God answers prayers. We are hoping that Danas will be able to see that in order to accept baptism. That is the gate to eternal life, to the temple and all of God's blessings. i love you all so much!

Love sese Dzerman

The other trio in Vilnius

Love Lithuania!!!!

Monday, June 13, 2016

Summer is Here!

 Me and the trainees :)
So Happy Days!
This week we were able to eat at the kat Kafe very first, which is super awesome. It is a cafe full of cats. You sit at the tables and a ton of cats are just walking around, climbing on the tables, and sleeping in their baskets. It is pretty sanitary, so no worries :)
That night we were taught how to make little meat dumplings, which Lithuanians love. We met with these less actives and they are super great. Then on Tuesday we met with a sweet recent convert who really desires to have the pure love of Christ in her heart. She is an amazing example to me as she strives to strenghthen her famliy by sharing the gospel with them. We also met with an investigator who will be leaving Vilnius this summer but is still interested in learning more. We hope to meet with him whenever he can return. On Wednesday we got to travel to Riga to listen to Elder Ballard speak!! He spoke to the Latvian and Lithuanian missionaries, and it was amazing. The spirit was so strong as he bore testimony to each of us. I was even able to shake his hand :) i loved his happy and upbeat attitude even at that old of an age. He is also super funny. He answered questions about how to better to do the Lord's work here in the Baltics. It was so amazing. Then we traveled back on home to do the work!! The next day I had an exchange with a sister who is super awesome. We were able to meet with Danas, who is progressing well. She did awesome of testifying of the importance of reading the book of Mormon. He actually read from it this weekend which is huge progress! On Fridaywe attended fhe with the young adults and Danas. On Saturday we had a small conference to be trained about how to help people overcome addictions. It was such great revelation! I learned that we all have even minor addictions in our lives that of course can be overcome through the atonement. Satan does so much to try to take over our bodies and agency. Once we become aware of that, we can conquer them through Christ. We were able to meet with Danas again, and he is planning on baptism in two weeks from now! We are so excited for him. He is so receptive to the spirit, receiving super happy feelings in church and meeting with us. In our last lesson he described it as the smiley feeling :) i love that! The gospel and spirit truly do make us happy and smiley!! This is the gospel of pure joy. 
On Sunday we were able to sing Our Savior's Love in the Russian branch. We attempted to sing it in Russian, but I am not even sure that the members could recognize that we were trying to sing it in their language, haha. It was great though. I also had the awesome opportunity to conduct the music while we were there. I couldn't say any of the words and could barley even lead the right timing. It was a happy meeting :) That night we met with a girl from Napal who is seeking God through prayer. She is really sincere and super happy. We love her a lot. I am so thankful for this opportunity I have to serve and work with God's children here. I know that as we act on the smiley feeling that we get from the spirit, the Lord will bless us with more happiness. True happiness is continually partaking of the atonement, the fruit from the tree of life, our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I love you all, have a great week!
Love Sis Dzerman

Wednesday, June 8, 2016

Elder M. Russell Ballard visits the Baltic Mission

Elder M. Russell Ballard spoke to the Lithuanian and Latvian Missionaries in Riga, Lativia on June 8, 2016.  Afterwards, he greeted each missionary and here is a video from the back of the room..  Kayleigh is in mint green after the men sing acapella at 2:45.

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Monday, June 6, 2016

It's Already June!!


The tv tower

Us inside the tv tower on Monday. 

A view from the tv tower.
Hello everyone!
It has been a super awesome week over here in Lithuania! On Monday we ran over to the Prisikelima Baznycia to finish seeing Kaunas for our last time. Then we had a skype lesson with Rojus. Luckily he is doing better than before and is not so full of doubt. We hope to see some progression with him :) We were then able to play sand volleyball and strett hockey with our district which was a blast. That night we helped to teach family night over at the Bruce's. A few older single members came and also our investigator Raimondas. He has such a solid testimony of the gospel, it is incredible. He blows me away. He was found and taught about 3 years ago but is still waiting for parental approval. I know that a path will be prepared for him!
On Tuesday we had district meeting and then traveled to Vilnius so we could pick up my passport, woops :) Then we headed off to Riga where we met the Latvian sisters that night. We got to be with Sister Webb, my mtc compaion! It was so great seeing her. We stayed with her that night and then we all got our trainees that next morning!
My cute new trainees in centre coming to email today :)
I am serving with Sister Wuthrich and Day! They are the best companions ever; I love them so much already. Sister Wuthrich is from Bountiful and is super amazing. Sister Day is from American Fork, and they both are super hilarious. They definelty make me laugh every day :) After our training we headed back to Vilnius. That night we met with Indre for the first time. When she learned that we wanted to meet with her to talk about the gospel, she was not interested. But after about a week she texted saying that there was something she felt she needed to change in her life. We were like, okay! That has definintely not happened before, so that was super awesome. She really wants to read the Book of Mormon to figure out what is in it, so we are excited to meet again.
On Thursday we met with an investigaotr from the north area, the elders old area. There are only two Lithuaninan elders now in Vilnius, so we will be taking over one of their old areas. The two still here are also covering two areas, center and west. He  basically tried to convert us to his religion, but it was good. We also met with Danas, who plans on being baptized in three weeks! We are very excited. He is making good progress, still not solid on accepting that he has received his direct answer from God but willling to move forward and keep working. That night we met with a girl who is also an investigator from the north area. She has multi personality disorder, so that kind of came out int he lesson. It was pretty interesting and quite an experience for my new trainees to say the least. She was herself and she spoke as God. When she is just herself, which is most of the time, she is an amazing investigator who is ready to be baptized. We will have to keep meeting with her to figure out the severity of her condition. But it was pretty great :)On Friday we did service at the food bank by bagging up corn and grain for animals. No coffee! Then we went to family home evening that night with Danas to play croquet. He gets along with evryone so well and is super awesome. He is really funny and super easy going. We met with him again on Saturday. He stopped drinking black tea and is faithfully keeping God's commandments even though he is still not sure. Such a great example to me. We hope to help him progress in his testimony of God so that he can receieve all the blessings taht come after baptism for the rest of eternity. On Sunday we met with a girl named Season from Napal. She is so cute. She wanted to come and pray with us in our church, so we were able to teach about prayer. 
I truly do know that we can communicate with our Father through prayer and that he does respond to every question and concern and feeling that we have. He cares so deeply for us. He knows us so much better that we know ourselves. I know that He is our Father and loves us more than we can ever know. Through daily repentance we can become clean and change for the better. This is so crucial in our lives every day. I love you all so much Love Sese Dzerman :)




Thursday, June 2, 2016

Note from Pres. Harding


Dear Brother and Sister Jerman,

We welcomed a number of new missionaries into the Baltic Mission this week and your daughter, Sister Kayleigh Anne Jerman, has been called to serve as trainer for Sisters Day|Wuthrich. They are serving in the Vilnius 1 District.

Training a new missionary is a very important responsibility and impacts the new missionary throughout her mission. Sister Jerman is a great missionary and will be a wonderful example of obedience and faithfulness to Sisters Day|Wuthrich  .

Warmest regards,
David P. Harding, President
Baltic Mission

Monday, May 30, 2016

Start of New Beginnings!

Hello Family and Friends!!!
I am committing myself to write this email first so that I can get in all the details of the week. Oh man, it was a great week. We were able to serve one extra week together as the traveling trio, and it has been crazy awesome!! 
View of Vilnius
So on Monday we ate at the TV tower to get a huge view of our city Vilnius! It is such a pretty city and so cool to be able to look at it all. On Tuesday we met with a young student named Jonas. He actually committed to a baptismal date in July! He still isn't sure if God is even there but is willing to find out.  He has great love for his family and is trying to follow Christ. That night we were able to be with a member as she opened up her mission call to serve in Finland! It was such a great experience to support another missionary being sent out from Vilnius!
That night we met with a student who is from Nigeria. She is very strong in her Christian religion and shared a lot of her thoughts with us. She has great faith in Christ and hope that we can still meet with her. 
On Wednesday we met with an older investigator who happens to be pretty rich and happy with life. Or at least he thinks :) It was kind of a struggle to get our message out because he loves to talk, but the Lord helped us through. Then we were able to meet with a couple of less active members who are so great. I truly love them so much and am thankful for the faith they have. We met with Sergei, who is a new investigator, and he is super strong in the Catholic church but willing to learn more about the gospel.
On Thursday we met with Rojus who is really struggling right now. He has read a lot of anti mormon material and isn't sure if God exists. It was a heart wrenching lesson because of how Satan has worked so hard on him, but my testimony was strengthened in my knowledge that God does truly exist because I have seen His love in my life. He has answered every one of my prayers in His way and timing. The Book of Mormon is His true word on the earth today. If anyone will read the Book of Mormon even with a desire to believe, they can know that it is true because God does live today. We were also able to meet with Danas!!! He is super awesome!!! He is working towards baptism in June, and we are so excited for him. He has received a lot of signs from God that this is His true church and is willing to act on them. He is still waiting for a really big one, but the spirit truly speaks to each of us through soft and simple ways. We were able to meet with him again on Friday to talk about some of God's commandments! He is progressing really well. He even came to church on Sunday and stayed for all 3 hours!!! 
On Saturday we received transfer calls! I will be in North East in the apartment where we have been in Vilnius, Sister Griffin will be in Vilnius East, and Sister Hodson will be going back to Kaunas. I am so excited to be able to stay in Vilnius but will definitley miss Kaunas. I am so thankful that i was able to serve there for a few weeks; it is an awesome city with so many great people. On Sunday we had church in Vilnius and then traveled to Kaunas where we will be for a couple days until we go to Riga to pick up the 5 new sisters!! We are all so excited for them coming. 
I truly know that God knows us each individually and that He loves us so much. Every day is a blessing from Him. Through our hardest trials is when He supports us the most. I know that He speaks with us through His Holy Spirit. He will answer our prayers because He is our Heavenly Father. I know that Christ lives today and that this is His true and restored gospel. Through the atonement of Christ we can truly change and become new, cleaned from sin and guilt. I know that God loves us.
I love you all so much. Have a wonderful week!
Su meile, Sese Dzerman
Our last district picture in Vilnius before transfers. 

Our Vilnius Ward Missionaries

The two Vilnius districts, old districts :)

Zone Conference with all the Lithuanian Missionaries.
Labas, Elders & Sisters!
These are some of the Lord’s finest missionaries! 
We love you and love being with you! Keep making a SPLASH!
Love,
President & Sister Harding


Monday, May 23, 2016

Summer!

Us in the Vilnius church.
Hi everyone!
We had such a fantastic and warm week here in Lithuania. We were in Kaunas the first half and Vilnius the second half. It was super great! The sun is shining all day now, and I love it. It doesn't go down until about 10 and comes up at least by 5, probably earlier. Definitley the best thing ever, and it will only get better :)
We were able to meet with a few of our investigaotors this week. Rojus has committed to read the whole book of mormon in about 10 days, so we are super excited because we know he will receive a sure answer from our Heavenly Father that it is His word. Any that reads and prays to know if the Book of Mormon is true will receive the answer taht it is. I love that book so much!! It is a huge blessing in our lives. We were also able to meet with Danas who is willing to be baptized if he receives the answer that this is God's true church. God wants to and will tell everyone if they ask of Him. He answered my prayer and will answer everyone, even his children in Lithuania :) On Sunday John and Rojus came to church! We had District Conference, so all of the members from Lithuania came here to Vilnius, there were so many people. I loved it so much. Feeling everyone's spirit and seeing the strength of the members here filled me with happiness. We have so much power as God's children who enjoy the blessing of the gospel in these latter days. On Friday we had zone conference, so President Harding and his wife visited us for a few hours. We received lots of great revelation about recognizing God's blessings in our lives. Not only recognizing, but better receiving them by putting away sin and focusing on the good. I testify that God never gives us a bad day, we are the ones who choose our attitude. I love you all!
Love Sese Dzerman
​Donuts in Kaunas.

Kauno Pilis-Kaunas Castle.
Kaunas Pilis (Castle)

So cool!

We tried using the camera timer. . . 

Then we got some help.

Another church across from the castle.

This is in centre of Kaunas.

Walking down Laisves Aleja in Kaunas.

View after walking out from the big white church. And my two cute companions.

Here is the white church in Kaunas at the end of our street.
This is inside the church.

Another picture from inside.

Inside another cool church in Kaunas.
Inside the church.

Part of the same church.

In Kaunas I think? 

More of Kaunas.

Our Kaunas district!
Last picture with Kaunas district.  So sad.

Monday, May 16, 2016

The Strength of the Spirit

I just love being a missionary! We were able to meet with a few of our investigators this week, and it was super awesome! Relying on the spirit is definitley key as we try to help others come unto Christ. On Tuesday we met with an investigator who loves the new testament. He isn't able to meet with us too often, so it was a blessing. He is very religious and just needs to read from the Book of Mormon in order to gain a testimony of it. He could teach a sermon all day with the fastest speaking skills you have ever heard. 
On Wednesday we traveled to Riga for a conference with President. We talked about finding skills and how to better gain trusting relationships with the people that we meet each day. On Thursday we had a lesson with Rojus, who accepts the gospel. He justdoesn't have his sure answer yet that this is Christ's church. I truly know that if he prays for an answer with real intent, he will receive one. That is God's promise to us all. We were also able to meet with Danas, who is so sensitive to the spirit. Because he is a past drug addict he is really aware of his feelings. He feels the spirit so deeply, and it is so cool to see. He asks us about it all the time! I have never had that happen before! After teaching english we were able to meet with a less active and have a lesson with a young student outside across from the church. God is truly a God of mercy. On Friday we met with an investigator who is accepting the gospel, but not willing to act. I know that agency is a gift from God, but if we put in the effort to truly seek if the gospel is true, we will receive that answer that it is. 
I once again prayed to know if the Book of Mormon is the word of God. I have read it a few times, but I wanted a direct answer. I received that direct answer from God. We all can if we ask sincerely, with real intent, having faith in Jesus Christ.  We are God's children, so of course He will answer every prayer. I know it is the word of God.
On Saturday we met with Rojus again and skyped two investigators in Kaunas. Each needs to act in order to know that the Book of Mormon is true. On Sunday Danas came to chruch and after partaking of the sacrament, he asked why he was smiling so much! He thought that he had been drugged because he felt the spirit so strongly. He couldn't understand where all his joy was coming from. It was such a cool expereince for us to see! The sacrament is powerful if we let it be. We are promised to always have God's spirit to be with us, and we really need His spirit all week long! I testify that God gives us His spirit to help us in our daily lives. We gain that spirit through partaking of the sacrament each week. As we better honor the sabbath day, we will see the difference in the rest of days throughout our week. I love you all so much, have a great week!

Su meile, Sese Dzerman

Studying on our warm balcony.

Laisves Aleja.

All the restaurants put out their summer seating-looks just like Europe.

All the trees are green on Laisves Aleja!

Laisves Aleja
On our trip to Riga, just some cute houses in a town we stopped in.

Another cute house.

Coming into Riga.

So many of these cover all the fields right now.

Lots of green fields too.

Church in Riga!! So pretty!!

Leaving Riga.

On our way to the garden in a taxi :)

A cute garden with plants.

Us sisters in the Japanese Garden.

More of the Japanese Garden.

Pretty ponds everywhere.

So many pretty flowers.

The stable house where horses were kept a long time ago.